Take Me To The Disco

Friday, February 29, 2008

1 more week to hols peeps =D
got back results. but not humans. i think i'll flunk humans =/
so far so good.
e maths, a maths, physics, chem and malay.

e maths- one chunk correct but used pencil. so whole thing not counted. and alot careless. nonetheless, the result was still satisfying.
a maths- like usual, a lot careless. but results not that bad.
physics- got a very unexpected result. cos i was expecting it to be a 'just pass' kinda thing. but if can score better, why not =D
chem- was expecting to score for this paper. HOWEVER, some bugger wasted our time. lost 10 min. thus, didn't finish the paper. 1 more mark sial. haiya.
malay- HAH! just pass. LOL! peribahasa was like shit lah. pulled down the whole thing. dammnn.

The sec 1s, sec 2s and the SLs returned to school today.
The SLs look very tanned. haha. but you can tell from their faces that they had fun. No matter how tiring the camp was, they were reluctant to go home. hahas.

"dammit lah"
wasted my own chance. but now that i'm considered one, i guess i'll get over it. hopefully.

Went to support the juniors game.
They were very impressive. I gotta admit, they're gazillion times better than us. Juniors, you guys played well and have done tk proud =D come on, get ur spirits up. the journey ain't over yet =D you got all the support you need, girls! GO TK! =)

Some other SLs like Parvesh, Christopher, Joel, Farhan and Kenny came down too.
They cheered the 'makan' cheer. though i dun really get why they chose to use the 'makan' cheer. lol. but the cheer is quite fun actually =D Farhan was damn high. or rather drunk. LOL. last time i thought he was just some ordinary quiet shy guy sitting in one corner of the class. now i see his true colors. He was insane lah. haha! Mad but fun =D We couldn't stop laughing man. And bridget said the new way to maintain abs, is to stay somewhere near farhan. simple reason, he'll just crack something up that'll make you laugh your butts off. ur stomach will be damn pain one, trust me. lol. Since the SLs left their bags in school, we decided to return to school and play netball. basically we had fun. but i feel kinda out of place, SLs wearing red-tees then one extra wearing gray tee. lol.

So we played girls vs guys system. and the guys got thrashed. Ah now you people finally realize that netball is not as easy as it seems. So at first Olivia, Bridget and I against Joel, Christopher and Kenny. cos farhan suddenly start emo-ing. LOL. no apparent reason. Then Parvesh subbed Kenny. they scored some, but still got thrashed =D then Farhan joined in so Joel moved to our team. And the results still the same, they got thrashed =D HAH! now you know netball is tough.

We played like mad from 5 to 6. but still, it was fun =D
I think having people like farhan in the class damn fun sia. 3E must be fun eh =D
dammm...i wan to go eoy trip =/ it'll be so fun lah. all of us get high together start fooling around. lol!

netball girls got training on monday, 4 pm.
dammmnn =/

3:19 AM

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

yeah. Jo was upset.
i think most of y'all know why.
But i don't feel like explaining to the whole wide world the gay reason why. Sigh.

But the most important thing is that now i'm starting to see things at different point of view. So i'm getting over it. anyway, there's a lot more things to look forward to. And there's more that i can achieve.

He said there'll be a bigger group after the camp. combining the student leaders and cca leaders. So if i get the post, he'll put me in the group to organize and help in other school events like sports and games day. he said he'll put me in to represent school for ACES day -.-' sigh. the voting is it. wish me luck aight. If i get to be, i can do stuff and go for stuff with olivia, bridget and the rest. that'll be fun lah. sigh. dang. 3 days..it'll get over very fast. they'll be doing the same thing anyway. So i think it'll be alright. End Of year trip is the target. shoot.

I'm gonna be alone for 3 days =( boohoo.
have fun guys =D

I'm a lil desperate for a new beginning.
If only i can just erase everything and start all over again. Everything will be better, yeah. =/

Fair your head lah! fair fair.
He got kicked out from the damn list because of his own attitude problem and issues with the teachers. Nothing to do with me wad! I'm approved by 3/4 teachers. Just cos some people complained you're not fair, doesn't mean you can be unfair to me wad. Fair to everybody, yeah right. Wad the hell is ur problem lah. who ask you to show teachers attitude. then you must drag me down along also meh?? Your name was crossed out not because of me. So that bloody spot is no longer yours. Which means it's empty! not yours! There's vacancy and apparently i was approved to go. What's your problem?? That's the only damn reason why i cant go noe! Yes, no other reason besides that. It's a good thing i never talk to you before, otherwise you'd have gotten it from me during recess. BUGGER.

SIGH.
but thank all for the support yeah?
i didn't get it in the end, but i dun feel that bad cos at least i've tried till the last minute. And i wouldn't have the courage to ask without all of your help. Thanks for being so supportive and really, so glad to know that you all were there for me =D

3:33 AM

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Boo ya peeps.

been troubled recently. eyes tiny bit swollen, let's just hope my eyes will be perfectly fine by Monday.

Speaking of which, the stupid marathon. Da vinci is way behind the others. So fellow Da vinci-ians, run for your dear house! we need all the help we can get =x

We'll be getting back our CTs results on Monday too. crap, was planning to score for some certain papers. But lost 7 marks cos the teacher took ages to answer a simple question. damn. Malay Peribahasa confirm straight nil! ok maybe 2 marks at most. LOL. horrible man. I don't think i'll be able to score high on geog this time. I need to focus alot more during lessons man. SIGH.

Stayed home for whole week-end. AWESOME..

not. -.-'

I think my dad's seriously over protective.
I know he's just being a dad who cares about his daughter and all, but Jo's 15 and no longer 7. I stay here alone, and i going overseas trip with the school, what's the diff? He's not around to watch over me. All i'm asking for is a lil fun =/

let me give examples how over protective he can get;

Sec 3 Project Works. we got a lot of choices right? So i asked him which 1 i can go. But before that i narrowed down my choices to the ones that i may still be able to go. Initially i was interested in Chiangmai, Sabah, Sarawak, Melbourne. So i called my dad..

CHIANGMAI-
Jo:..we go there to help out with the kids and all.
Daddy:NO! ARE U INSANE? you know how many of them are infected with Aids and HIV??

my gosh, it's not like i go there to sleep with them or donate blood right -.-'

MELBOURNE-
Jo:..Melbourne i go there stay at people house then at the end of the year they'll be coming over to Singapore and stay with me.
Daddy:NO! WHAT IF SOMETHING HAPPEN TO YOU? I send you there to study not to tour guide some Australian around Singapore.

Who ever mention of giving them tour around Singapore?? And they're students lah for goodness sake -.-'

SABAH-
Jo:..some geog thingy. in the jungle or forest there to study the thingy there.
Daddy:NO! Sabah in Kalimantan. And Kalimantan is burning trees! you know how dangerous to live there or not! Then the people there may not be very civilized know!

It's not like i'm gonna be some lost toddler lingering in the forest socializing with the people there wad -.-'

SARAWAK-
Jo: ok! final one Sarawak! my malay class all going including teachers and all. Can i go? Please??
Daddy:NO! Sarawak Kalimantan there also! i said already wad! they're burning trees!

Again! it's not like i'll be lingering around sniffing the smoke right! -.-' haiyo!
*conver carried on*
Jo: If there'll be smoke everywhere, why would the school still send us there?? Come on uh 3 days 2 nights only. (totally forgot it was actually 5 days 4 nights o.O)
Daddy:*silence* go there do wad?
Jo: learn the culture and all! it's counted for the marks. Go to the hotel (explained it's 5 stars) then go somewhere with bus not walk. then return back to hotel.
Daddy:*silence* what flight?
Jo:(this is the shit, he wont allow if its not SQ)...Silk air..
Daddy:NO! silkair is small! you wan to die in the air ah!

One silk air is not budget plane, it's not that small. two, even if something happens, i wont die in the air -.-'. three, if all of us use Singapore Airline, we'll all be dead broke =x
*after much persuasion*
Daddy:*silence* i go send some people to check the security there first. loves.

DIAO! I go there for like less than a week and he's being like that. wad the heck. go send people just to see for wad -.-' who'd be so free to go there to check lah. walamaq. ridiculous, no?

haiyo.
it's 10 now. think i'll go sleep early or something. since i slept at like 2 last night, woke up at 7.30 plus. Didn't sleep well last night. K Finger crossed that i can go for Sarawak. I need CIP hours badly =x Mine VERY VERY LOW. never even reach 20 i think. horrible man. I dunnoe how come sia. SIGH.

"When everything is going perfect, one must have overlooked something.-Murphy's Laws"

So true.

4:41 AM

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Thank you so much people.
It's one of the best birthdays i've ever had. Interesting celebration with interesting presents. lol.

celebration was fun but we got scolded afterwards.
After school, walking down to canteen, whole big group of friends start singing Happy Birthday Song and there was a cake. A MANGO CAKE. i had totally no idea about this thingy. after blowing the candles, they used cold waters to birthday bash me.

i wore white the day before. i left with 2 other sports. yellow (glowing)/black. i didn't know that i'll be bash with waters. thought hair spray only. but i prepared extra just in case.

Immediately, i ran to the toilet. Xinyi and Jasmine were running after holding water bottles. Miss Goh saw us and we got scolded. I dun see the need for further explanation why. She warned us somewhat. So after changing to house tee, we carried on with cutting the cakes and all. The cake wasn't hallal, but we didn't know. so my apologies to the malay friends who accidentally ate the cake.

I was told that there was a netball training, a short one with Miss Chan. Therefore, i brought my shoes/my socks/my water bottle/my ankle tape/towel and all. So i changed, wearing my shoes at the podium. I didn't notice anything at first. Suddenly they all crowd around, Bridget was holding water bottle and all. Then i start wondering, still wearing my shoes..

Jo: oohh crap...nooo...noo..noo (still wearing shoes)

Olivia: ah-ha-ha..sorry Jo..(took my shoe bag and shoes away)

then basically you all know what happen next lah.
So was bashed with the sec 3s-2s-1s. Good thing the seniors had lesson. The stupid thing is that now i can't bash any of them -.-' We got scolded again by Miss Goh, caught second time. This time, she took down our names. So if we bash another person again, we'll be dead. dammit.

It's okay, we'll face the consequences altogether. =D
One team, One sound!

So Jo, Erina, Sihui, Xinyi, Choyin, Jasmine and Merilyn went to Suntec. we took neoprints and then some had to go home. Leaving Erina, Sihui, Xinyi and i behind after that. So we went to get Erina's fbt and ate at the food court. We took cab home then.

Coming down to PRESENTS!
second best part on a birthday celebration =D
received very interesting presents. from a cool 'Liverpool' bag thingy, Converse shoesTo edible ones like sweets, chocs and brownies =D. Down all the way to a specially customize Grande size peanut butter. A blue rose, a blue balloon, a bear and shark stuff toy..But the most unexpected interesting gift was a lil-burnt leaf. specially given from Kinhoe and Parvesh. Thanks a lot my friends -.-'

Kinhoe: Ah Jo! give you birthday present! (put leaf on the table)

Jo: (DOTS) give me burnt leaf for wad??

Kinhoe: alamaq! cos indo keep burning trees lah!

creative classmates. wow.

pretty much that's it.

Thanks alot friends =D
Every single one of you made the day memorable. Though we got scolded, it was fun. Really appreciate the celebration you all prepared and the presents. Not forgetting those who wished me. Thank you so much. You guys ROCK ON =D

5:05 AM

Saturday, February 9, 2008

I haven't finish reading 'In her shoes'. I know i'm slow. But while reading, i came across something;

"The man that you wish not to see ever again, is actually the man you can never avoid. - Murphy Laws"

I think it's true. dammit, but it is.
So after maths tuition, got bored, so i checked the Murphy Laws through the web. Guess what else i found out;
[1] If anything can not just go wrong, it will anyway.
[2] If everything seems to be going very well, you obviously have overlooked something.
[3] Everything takes longer than you think.
[4] When you are set out to do something, something else must be done first.
[5] Every solution breeds new problems.
[6] The chance of the bread falling with the buttered side down is directly proportional to the cost of the carpet.
[7] A paint drip will always find the hole in the newspaper and land on the carpet underneath (and will not be discovered until it has dried).
[8] If your looking for more than one thing, you'll find the most important one last.
[9] After you bought a replacement for something you've lost and searched for everywhere, you'll find the original.
[10] Anything good in life is either illegal, immoral or fattening.
[11] If you want something bad enough, chances are you won't get it.
[12] Just when you think things can not get any worse, they will.
[13] Whatever you want, you can't have. What ever you have, you don't want.

kinda true y'know.
Ever notice that sometimes when you don't need to take a cab, you'll see hell lots of vacant cab passing by you. But when you urgently need one, either all hired or none passed you. When you're not looking for something, it will always be somewhere within your vision. But when you urgently need it, you can't find it anywhere. amusing huh?

Then Jo discovered more;
[14] The nicer someone is, the further he/she is away from you.
[15] The better ones go first.
[16] The better looking is the man/woman who loves you, the easier it is to leave him/her with no hard feelings.
[17] It is always the wrong time of month.
[18] Before you find your handsome prince, you gotta kiss a lot of frogs.
[19] Love is a hole in the heart.
[20] It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
[21] Never argue with a lady when she's tired.
[22] It is better to be looked over than overlooked.
[23] There is no difference between a wise man and a fool when they fall in love.
[24] When a man wants his wife to hear, she doesn't listen. When that same man doesn't want his wife to hear, she's all ears.
[25] Although it may seem like that on the outside, no one is having fun being single.
[26] If you're heart is broken, sweep up the pieces. There will always be someone who will want to put it back together.
[27] The Key to a woman's heart is an unexpected gift at an unexpected time.
[28] If a girl tell you "let's stay friends", she won't call ever again. If you call, she won't answer.
[29] Never make love in your back garden. Love is blind, but not your neighbors.
[30] When she says: "Don't buy me anything expensive" and you listen, expect to be single.
[31] Even the most beautiful woman in the world has at least one guy who is tired of her.
[32] If you love a person let them go. If they don't come back they weren't worth it.

haha! i think it's true. lol.
But it's the thoughts that counts still. so not all girls think that way for no 30. lol.

Supposed to go walk around with Olivia, Fang Ning and Yi jie. but decided not to, lots of people i don't know. we'll go out some other day uh. Then planned to catch a mid night movie with Astrid then she'll have a sleep over at my place. But she suddenly realize she has tuition on Sunday morning so she can't make it. *sniffs* kena pang seh twice man. horrible people. tsk tsk. kidding uh.

I need to get alot of stuff man!!
3 birthday babies' presents. and some other things.
random info ; Jo's liking soya bean milk.
random-er info ; Jo used to hate Soya bean milk when she was younger.

Tags Replies:

Parvesh: i dunnoe. yeah k he never run. soccer
people should take the 20 slots right. but u
all having tourn uh. FINEE. against Northlight
this monday uh? Good luck dude!
think can score more than 11-0? LOL
wads the most goal for thrashing uh in
soccer history? updated my friend. I came
down to support while doing Chem. lol.

Jet: GHL! slow luh u. no delivery tip for JET!
tsktsk.

Merilyn: hahaha! i think that was the first time
you all saw the pic right? ssshhhh. LOL!
paiseh noe. haha you're hotter :D let's get
extensions again this June hols. lol!
hahaha! really?? i just anyhow fill in. lol.
i was seriously damn bored uh. so yeah.
quizes are expected. lol! okie dokie!
STAY HAPPY TOO SEXAYE =D

Sihui: LOL! you didn't know uh? i stoned
down there noe! the thing just slipped then
*crash* everybody clapped. lucky OM never
make me pay. he's nice man. LOL! i visited
your blog! but some words my com shows
'????' those chi character is it? thanks for
the wish but oh well, we didn't pull through.
next year perhaps? and wad 11 more days?
it's okay! i'll tell u all about it one day k?
just get ready ur ears, cos its a long story.
HCNY TOO!

MrFaz: yeah dude, me noe that. haha!
eh i ate 5 sweets at a go k. it wasn't that bad
wad actually. k i salute cikgu Sarina. she
caught me for using the com -.-'
OH I SHALL TELL WHAT YOU DID
DURING THAT TIME to shabir man!
LOL! haha! kacau me somemore uh!
LOL! wadever lah. few hours only!
NO BIGGIE! ahaha! nvm lah. stay
back, get high and scream. LOL!
FOR FUN JOY AND LAUGHTER.

Lemuel: sup! eh sorry uh. in the end you
guys came back for nothing man. so
sorry. at least u guys shot for a while
right! LOL! haha! k next time after
i get my team confirm and all that..then
i'll tell. common test coming up. so
maybe after that yeah?

Jasmine: eh girl! u suppose to side me
eh! OMG. dun tell me u got your recruit?
eh like that i die noe! oh no! eh u free on
that day?? 2A outing?? on? btw!
happy new year too! =D

Xuetin: hello girl! yeah sure! linked!
train hard yeah? GOOD LUCK!
do your jie and Tk proud :D

Olivia: that one wish reduced to 49%
already uh. so not that big of a deal.
PANGSEH ME! LOL! kidding ah!
but next sat cannot pang seh uh!
i dunnoe how to speak chi. so need u
somewhere nearby man! plus
ningy not coming =((
oooeeeeyyy....dun kill me lah.
u all damn scary noe! making it
sounds like i wont make it out the gate
alive after school sia!

Des: wads with my post? mad lil boy!
ben nu hai. LOL! CORRECT RIGHT?
indo noob lah u! lol! i pissed off, u'll get it
i'm warning you!! LOL!

Astrid: yeah lah strid. feel horrible noe.
but i made up my mind. i dun wan to be
a hypocrite of the school. feels like some
criminal. u also another pangseh!! LOL!
kidding kidding! IM KIDDING! next time go
out lah k? eh got step up 2 on march 13 i
think. wan go wan go? i'll get olivia and co
along lah k???

Fahmy: seems nice right? beat me in class?
dream on lah u. wait long long dude.
you're not the only one working hard eh!
yeah. graduated seniors said 3H got
best set of teachers. Mr Tan Kee Hoe,
Miss Yap, Mdm Hallilah, Mrs Hwang, Mdm
Mariam and all. i dunnoe uh.

1:34 AM

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Happy Chinese New Year peeps =D

I keep thinking today's Saturday. I don't know why.

I was bored, so spent the day watching tv and stuff. Mtv new program series replacing Punk'd, Room 401. Freakishly freaky siol. Try watching one episode, then you get what i mean. I was freaked out. lol.

Then they show the chart for top list songs.
I'm lovin Akon, Wycleaf (sp?) and Lil wayne i thinkg - Sweetest Girl. It's fab. And Love is wicked by 2 ladies. Forgot their names. I think everyone noticed that Britney's songs made it to the top chart yeah? 'Piece of me' and 'Gimme more'. I kinda like Britney Spears actually. Though she messed up her own life, created havoc and all that crap, i think she still got the talent to work on music videos and her performances. Her recent performances aren't that bad y'know. I salute her man. I mean people in her shoes would probably commit suicide by now. Her career and reputation is wrecked, many despise her and some issues saying that J.T still have something against her. Worse, her manager is feeding her drugs without her awareness. He threatened Britney that she'll die if she fires him.

Her kids were taken away from her. Her sister is pregnant at the age of 16 years old. Nonetheless, she has the courage to perform on stage at the MTV Music Award. Her songs still made it to top 10 chart. impressive, no? I think she still have the opportunity to make it to the top as long as she doesn't create anymore problems and issues to herself.

One thing she did that i really think was a huge mistake of her life; Breaking up with Justin Timberlake. Her life was perfect back then! She was the 'Pop Queen'. She was more popular than J.T until this happened. alamaq, dumb or dumb squared -.-'

The upcoming movie, The Jumper, seems damn nice seh. WHO'S UP FOR IT =D

1. Which color is better red, black,
green, blue, or yellow?
- Obviously Blue.

2. What's your first initial?
- Both Js =D

3. What month is your birthday in?
- February

4. Which color do you like more,
black or white?
- Black

5. Name one of your friends.
- Astrid

6. Your favorite number?
- 8

7. Do you like flying or driving more?
- Flying sounds cooler

8. Do you like the lake or the ocean
more?
- lake

1. If you chose:

Red: You are alert and your life is
full of love.

Black: You are conservative and
aggressive.

Green: Your soul is relaxed and you
are laid back.

Blue: You are spontaneous and love
kisses and affection from the ones you
love and give good advice to those who
are down.

Yellow: you are a very happy person.

2 . If your initial is:

A-K: You have a lot of love and
friendships in your life.

L-R: You try to enjoy your life to the
maximum & your love life is soon to
blossom.

S- Z: You like to help others and your
future love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:

Jan-Mar: The year will go very well
for you and you will discover that you
fall in love with someone totally
unexpected.

April-June : You will have a strong
love relationship that will last
forever.

July-Sept: You will have a great year
and will experience a major life-
changing experience for the good.

Oct-Dec : Your love life will be great,
and eventually you will find your soul
mate.

4. If you chose:

Black: Your life will take you on a
different direction, it will seem hard
at times but will be the best thing
for you, and you will be glad for the
change.

White: You will have a friend who
completely confides in you and would
do anything for you, but you may not
realize it.

5. This person is your best friend.

6. If it is:

1-50 you are a very lovable person and
you have a great life

more than 50 is nothing

7. If you chose:

Flying - You like adventure.

Driving - You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose:

Lake - You are loyal to your friends,
your lover, and yourself. You are very
reserved.

Ocean - You are spontaneous and like
to please people sometimes.

When your ex says:
Why did I let you go?
= what a very good question!

Can I win you back?
= go bang the wall lah.

I am very much happy with you back
then.
= aww, wad a sweet bullshit.

I still love you.
= and i still hate you =D

When did we last talk?
= i dun even remember your name, my bad o.O

Can you go with me?
= for wad?

Hey , can i give you/can i ask y0u f0r a
ride
= i have legs in case you never notice.

Were you able to move on when I have
not?
= hell to the yeah.

I regret losing you.
= i regret that i chose you.

I cannot keep my promise to you.
= who dunnoe?

My parents do not like you.
= like i like them -.-'

You have changed.
= i'll take that as a compliment =D

I'm seriously bored =S

Do you think you're OK?
- Good enough.

Ever donated blood?
- nopety nope nope

Favorite color(s)?
- Blue, Black, White and Turquoise

Accessories you usually wear?
- bracelets and wristbands

One song to describe a heartbreak?
- Mario- How do i breathe

Last place you went to?
- Parkway

Last person you were out with?
- Wan Fong and co

What are you feeling now?
- slightly tired, EXTREMELY BORED

Any piercings?
- 2 =D

Ever wished you could turn back
time?
- Who never?

One song that's meaningful to you?
- Maestro

Last person you met for the first
time?
- hmm..seems like no one.

What will you be doing tomorrow?
- have totally no idea.

Ever thought of robbing a bank?
- nooo!

One thing you totally regret
doing/done ?
- believing in those words.

Do people hate you?
- i think so. WHO HATES JO UH?

What was the last game you played?
- CSI-Miami.

Someone who means a lot to you at
the moment?
- to be honest, i cant mention.

Do you hate someone at the moment?
- hate nope, dislike- hell yeah.

What do you wish to happen now?
- confidential. lol.

Last time you ate pizza?
- 3 days ago! LOL!

Ever been given a chain?
- yeah.

Do people think you're weird?
- LOL! unique lah unique. LOL!

Movies now showing that you hate?
- none

What do you look for in a life partner?
- Fun yet sensitive. Understanding and caring.
Honest and sticks to his words.

First thing you notice in an opposite
gender?
- voice. i dunnoe why.

Most important thing in your room?
- aircon. LOL.

Last television show watched?
- American Idol season 7

Who is the person you want to see
right now?
- TOP SECRET! LOL

Ever called a person useless?
- yeah, my brother. (blood bro)

Are you good at hiding your
feelings?
- to a certain extent.

Your best companion?
- my good friends, i confides in sister.

k i think i'm done. LOL!

5:43 AM

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

K i think i change my mind in the previous quiz.
i may kill someone in the future.

cross the line, i swear you'll get it from me.

There may be a re-shuffling of classes after common test. So i think i'm gonna mug for it. For a personal reason. Olivia should know what.

I have a confession to make people!
I'm a huge hypocrite, so people, be careful. My gosh..i feel horrible lah. The feeling is unpleasant. It's not because i want to. I have no other option. I tried telling by dropping hints, but failed. I feel like a terrible person lah.

I'm hating myself. gaaahh......

It's not fair.
wadever happens, i'll still fight for that 0.5%.

I know you all dun get what i'm saying, but it's not something i can say out loud at the time being. so my apologies.

You know how it feels to have trusted somebody and the person turn out to be a totally different person that you thought he/she is? You know how it feels like to have blurt out some of your most confidential thought to somebody and now it's spreading to the whole school? You know how it feels like when somebody start spreading rumors that is totally different that what actually going on? You know how badly it can actually affect your life?

It may seems like i'm being too dramatic or extreme. Frankly, experience these things first then you think again. You won't be able to stop thinking about these problems and it'll affect you in anything you do in a way or another. Next thing you know, your whole life's messed up.

What exactly i want right now, is to just clear everything and start a fresh. I just feel like forgetting wadever crap that has happened and that my life's doing just fine. I just wish that i was never involved in any issues. My record's clear and i'm leading a happy life with my friends and the people whom i trust. If only i can erase some people out of my life. I would, in a heartbeat.

Want to play hardcore?
"BRING IT ON!"

7:03 AM

Saturday, February 2, 2008

HELLOO!
k very long never update.

k basically for the past few days;
[1] Tuesday (29 Jan 2008) - Broadrick was postponed due to the rain and the lightning. So we skipped Physic test for nothing and had to stay back on Friday (1 Feb) to take the test. Initially the match was postponed to Friday (1 Feb) that's why netballers can skip TK road run. However, it was pouring on Friday too, so the match is postpone again to Tuesday (12 Feb). On that same day was Farhan's Birthday and Halina's Birthday. so Happy Belated yeah?

[2] Wednesday (30 Jan 2008) - TK soccer against Bedok North. We all stayed back to support the soccer match, at the same time celebrate Farhan's birthday. It was a close game for tk and Bedok North. BN scored 1st goal, so it was kinda terrifying. Till Parvesh kicked the ball, Hairi headed the ball and the keeper missed, TK SCORED. so yeah, the game was a tie 1-1. After the game, all ate pizza for Farhan's birthday. Then played volleyball and stuff. Accompanied them to Bedok Inter, in the end they accompanied me till i get my bus. LOL! thanks Sihui and xinyi =D

[3] Thursday (31 Jan 2008) - TK netball against Ping Yi. We won the game. not sure about the score but the margin was more than 20 i think. We didn't play our best uh actually. Not only, i screwed the game and let the team down, something is wrong with my back. Just feels like can crack it somehow to make it straight. uncomfortable.

[4] Friday (1 Feb 2008) - TK ROAD RUN. was canceled due to the rain. LOL! lucky we never go. Olivia, Fang Ning, Bridget and I stayed back in school to play volleyball. The seniors left to parkway for lunch. So since it was raining, we played in the hall. Volleyball to Soccer then to Dodgeball. LOL. fun sia. After playing, since it was still raining heavily, did homework at canteen. saw Ping Yi and Bedok north soccer team. frankly, i think Ping Yi's warm up is darn cool. Their warm up seems so fun lah. the rhythm coordination and all. so cool. LOL! But in the end Netball, Soccer match was postponed.

Monday - TK soccer against Chai Chee.
who staying back? i think i'll be staying back. JO MUST FINISH HOMEWORK BEFORE SOCCER MATCH STARTS. ok i'll keep that in mind. i think TK soccer this year can go far. so good luck dudes, make TK proud ya!

E maths quiz on Monday. Chem test on Tuesday. dammit. boooooo.
On the other hand, CNY celebration on Wed, can play after that. Thursday & Friday no school! OH! Jo's not returning to Indo for CNY this year. Flight ticket costs over $1000 for 4 days. not worth it. They'll send the 'ang bao' through Fed-ex ah =D no lah kidding. who wants to go out on the weekends???

oh! since Match is postpone on 12 Feb, means Thursday 14 feb no training!! HAHA! means can escape!! HAH! YES OBIBLE? lol!

can i not reply tags today? tomorrow can?

quiz uh =D
[A] - AVAILABLE
#mmm..maybe eh.

[B] - BIRTHDAY:
# 14 Feb. yes, wyn, so much love on my bday =D

[C] - CONFUSED ABOUT:
# love life (so honest seh)

[D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD:
# warm tea. shiok. lol.

[E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK to:
# my elder sis. yeah.

[F] - FAVORITE MUSIC GROUP/Band:
# MCR or FOB.

[G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS:
# That would be worms =D more fun to eat.

[H] - HOMETOWN:
# Indonesia, Jakarta

[I] - INSTRUMENT:
# guitars seems cool, drums seems fun, piano & violin seems high class.

[J] - JUICE:
# MANGO (ultimate fav XD)

[K] - KILLED SOMEONE:
# never did, nope, never will o.O

[L] - LONGEST CAR RIDE:
# 12 i think. but damn fun =D

[M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR:
# i'll have to go with Strawberry.

[N] - NUMBER OF PETS:
# none.

[O] - ONE WISH:
# i think he knows exactly what i want.

[P] - PERFECT WEATHER:
# sunny but windy =D

[Q] - QUIET OR LOUD:
# hmm..not too quiet not too loud.

[R] - REASONS TO SMILE:
# no reason to frown and for fun joy and laughet =D

[S] - SINGLE:
# hell to the yeah!

[T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP:
# 8 plus, i think.

[U] - UNDERWEAR:
# turquoise LOL! HAHA

[V] - VIOLENT:
# i kena, you die..

[W] - WINTER OR SUMMER:
# hmm. i think i'll go with Summer.

[X] xXx WITH:
# My future husband lah! the mystery man.

[Y] - YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL:
# PUPPIES!!

[Z] - ZODIAC SIGN:
# Aquarius =D

For some reason, i wanna keep this blog alive and updated. maybe not that regularly but at least can suffice till i'm married. Then i'll start reading back from my first post, and all that memories will start swimming back to my head. I think i'll cry. LOL! nobody knows what's life holding for us, I think that's the reason to live, the interesting part of life yeah?

"??: Are you sad?
Jo: ....Honestly, i don't know..."

5:10 AM